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Yesterday. =) was 10.12.09




We're veterans now. hahaha.

I have the shirt, now I have the book. =p Guess from who? hahaa

I'm going off to Phuket tomorrow!
Trannies! Heh.
Beach! Snorkeling! Sun!burn. =D

I'm slacking too much. I need to hit to books. REAL SOON!

Bye bye! will miss you! xoxo! =D

Oranges and Peaches

Random title ain't it. hahaha

Had IELTS test today. The listening test damn cool okay! They give up WIRELESS COMFY HEADPHONES EACHHH!! According to Jem its infrared so yeap. Damn cool right! haha Only cacat part was we had to sit thru the whole thing even when its like in between papers. Oh well. Its overr. Yesterday was Speaking. I hope I didn't do too badly. Super nervous! BAND 10! BEN 10! HAHAHAHAH excuse my hyperness. I'm hungry. But that doesn't have anything to do with hyperness la. I'm cold too! But its the same as the former. heh.

I ate sushi todayyy!!! Teehee! Bet YOU didn't! =D Expo la. But oh well....SUSHI! heh. Got salmon promotion.... yumsss.

You know what's obsessive! TICK TOCK! on the clock..... lol 'Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy (whaddap girl)' =P

ANYWAYS!

This is Orianthi. She is MJ's lead guitarist! YESS LEAD GUITARIST! DAMN YENG MANN! Even YENG-ER than some guys i know. aaah! lol!

I love her song 'According to you'. So my kinda song. lol. And she has songs that are like Kevin's kind of songs. (BANG BANG GUITAR SOLO CRAZY ALOT BANG BANG) For once both of us actually like the same singer! haha The other songs aren't that bad either. Like 'Untogether' and 'Believe' =)

That's all. Tata!

xoxohugsandkisses=D

Stress MAX

I've been doing so much thinking and its not getting me anywhere. Everyone has begun or even finished their applications but I haven't done anything. I don't know where to start. I don't even know what to choose. So many choices, I absolutely despise making decisions especially those that change your future, your life. I don't want to be selfish and only think of myself but trying to take everything into account just isn't getting me anywhere, what more helping me in my decision. No one close to me has sufficient experience and knowledge to advice me and guide me thoroughly throughout the process. I don't know whether I should go straight or even stay on here for another year or so. It's true, what dad said about me being able to take care of myself but not being sure about me living on my own. My peers have family and close friends they can depend on there, I'll be the first ever member of my extended family going there. It's an exhilirating thought but an extremely terrifying one as well. I, myself do not know if I am ready. But after all, like they said, I'm going to have to grow up one day. GROW UP, CAROLINE! The quality of education and recognisation makes a difference too. So what if people say prejudism and having a double standard is just an uncivilized way of thinking, it still exists in the world today, and I'm willing to bet that it isn't going away anytime soon. I don't want to be looked down on for the rest of my life just because of one bad decision. However, that doesn't mean it is all bad. I get to save daddy's money, and still get the same degree (I don't understand how this part and double standard-ness can co-exist.) And just that decision alone will lead to more choices, hence decisions! I have to choose a good college, with Very good choices (AND make sure I make the grade to enter into the Unis) and lecturers, a reasonable price (daddy's money again. Even if he says he does not mind paying, I'm not that heartless to just waste it like that, I've got a little brother) the list goes on. There's really no point of me ranting here but I just feel so overwhelmed. I don't feel good enough for the universities. I don't know if my course is for me, making it God's will or mine. I don't know if I should start applying or not. I don't know if I should apply for both. I don't know if it is in God's will for me to go to the UK or to stay here for another year and do credit transfer, or maybe not go at all (Alam Flora better save a space for me). I don't know what God's purpose for me is. I don't know if we'll end up never being able to see each other. I don't know how I'll be able to stand it. I don't know a lot of things. But one things for sure, I leave it all in God's hands to guide me to whats right for my life. Hopefully I haven't screwed things up too badly that I'd have to make a 180 and start all over. Sigh I better start praying really hard. =( I wish mummy was here to help me

Bye bye trials

Trials ended today. Last paper was Law. So much to write, so little time. The usual la. Now I'm just praying I'll pass haha

Went Gardens MV with Jem after the paper. Stress relieve! We decided to watch 'Time traveller's wife'. Okay fine, I suggested it. Haha. Bf being oh so sweet agreed =D The show was... emo max! Damn sweet i tell you! Can make you cry kind! But the time travelling part is kinda weird. So the conclusion is, watch the show for the nice romantic emo stuffs, DON'T analyse the time travelling part. And no, he (Henry) can't change the past or future when he time travels. Neither can he bring his clothes along with him. Its not an AWESOME show, but it isn't all that bad either.

OH there's a new shopping mall called Wangsa Walk in.... Wangsa Maju, I assume. Chris has his piano there. So we went to explore the place. They have small boutiques, FOS!!!!, Popular... (list goes on) AND TGV IS GOING TO BE OPENED THERE SOON! (a bowling alley too) Ampang point so can't compete with this new place! haha Only disadvantage about that place is the jam every Saturday from Ampang Jaya towards zoo. Oh well. Oh they have Celebrity Fitness also. =D No, I'm not intending to work out (eventhough its the new IN thing)

Somehow, I like pictures showing... partially. Dont ask why. lol

Like this one! =D
(Earrings match the shirt perfectly! lol)

hugs and kisses. xoxo heh

Lol

Its 1.15am

I've got college tomorrow

I have trials in 3 days

I haven't studied in the past 2 days

I find them really hilarious

I find it entertaining

I don't care

I need sleep

I pod

I phone

I sleep

Bye bye

AWW

Sigh

I think I'm getting myself involved in too many things. I feel like.... screaming. I keep feeling like I need a break... from EVERYTHING! maybe except bf. But yea. I'm just starting to find everything so overwhelming. With high expectations and all. I hate not being up to expectation, but in the end get stressed up unneccessarily. And mind you, my expectations are like high, and so are... everyone around me's. Okay i'm done ranting now. Meeting in church soon. in like... 23 minutes to be precise. Chris is having PMR. He'll do well. He's smart.

I miss the busy boss.